So what

so what i like to dream big

 

so what i skate fast

 

so what i like to date women that remind me of past

 

 

at least i admit i have one, at least i admit i have a problem unlike

 

these other people that dont like to confess to their evil deeds

 

you see i see it all

 

 

you see that i want to cease all the pain but you wont let me,

 

you say you miss me but you hit everyone up Except me

 

you said you accepted me

 

now im just a distant memory

 

but so what ?

so what?

 

yea im just cruising through life with temporary goals in sight,

 

i just bought another dime bag to get me through my sleepless

 

night

 

i dont like this part where i get to thinking

 

i thought i was the titanic but now it looks like my Mind is sinking

 

staring into this dark room hoping an Angel would come out and

get me

 

see this song was supposed to be about you and your depression

 

and you pushing me away but now i hope you see your sadness is

 

affecting me too, so before you a bid me a do, i love you as a friend

 

as a brother, as a boy who looked up to you as a mother cause

 

she never bothered to come visit, you were the one that listened

 

when i had an issue,

 

you were the one that let me cry on your shoulder when there

 

wasn't a tissue

 

i miss you

 

why wont you come back to me and get back to what we use to?

 

now my only friend and motivation is the shit i find on YouTube

 

 

But so what im still here

 

so what i still care

 

so what if you need me i'll be there like Superman

 

Swooping down to save you from your Demons

 

 

My friends always telling me dude just leave her

 

no man i need her.

 

 

but now that its been since new years,

 

my new fears are kicking in

 

i feel the distance, the resistance is fucking up my vision

 

or maybe thats just the liqour.

 

My heart is getting colder and my skin is gettting thicker

 

My mind is getting higher,

 

then she asks me to come down now that she realizes what

 

she's done to me.

 

i said NO i ain't some Geenie that if you rub me the right way

you can just summon me !

 

She apologizes

 

but so what?

 

so what?

 

yea im a little hurt, yea i wanna break down and cry on your shoulder

again.

 

but im strong enough to the point where no man or woman can hold

me down again so low

 

so im riding more solo than Han and chewy

 

so peace out to the friends that thought or say they knew me.

 

now look at and tell me do you still see the same boy ?

 

 

remember when all i wanted was some friends, to skate and Destroy ?

 

Now its just skate and destroy.

 

You may say now that im different cause i dont wanna mess with you

anymore cause now you're a bore cause we lost our connection.

 

where is my love and affection that i showed you ?

 

Now i dont even know you.

 

but so what?