Stitched-Up Past

every time I pass by you, I hide away

when I walk into the room, I need a game play

when I trip, fall down, I feel you staring, I feel you staring

when I hit the ground, are you even caring?

I don't think I can handle that much

do you notice the blood that runs?

you made me blue and bruised

you broke me till it was abuse

 

my stitched-up past is meant to be mine

my broken mind is something I confine

my insecurities all in a line

I'm giving you a free shot at my mind

my heart, my voice are already lost

you knocked me down with your bullet shots

everything good comes with a cost

I handed you my life wrapped up in a box

 

I get up when I've fallen down, but

but you've thrown me deeper than the ground

you're trapping me far beneath the surface

do you even believe in purpose?

everything around me aches of red

everything I loved is teared to shreds

is this on me, or reality?

I don't want to wait to find out or see

 

my stitched-up past is meant to be mine

my broken mind is something I confine

my insecurities all in a line

I'm giving you a free shot at my mind

...

my heart, my voice are already lost

you knocked me down with your bullet shots

everything good comes with a cost

I handed you my life wrapped up in a box

 

I think its time I had a small change of heart

I think this very second, this'll be the start

every single emotion I've let rot inside

go get em, it's your chance to revive

every single word I've hidden from the world

its your time to gun it, put it in drive

I'll show you who is the boss now

Ima rain down like an atom bomb