Stop #3 [prod. KilledMyself]

[verse 1] 0:21

I said I need to let you go; you say I need to let you in

We always run around in circles, neither one of us will win

I am just a shattered soul, pieces scatter with the wind

You are trying to play the hero not knowing where to begin

 

I told you once I told you twice, there is no way I can mend

still, you try to give advice, you don’t understand the blend

of my reality, fatality, irrationality,

it just comes and goes and changes clothes with my mentality

 

beats me down, hangs me up, throw punches, i give up

think we both have had enough, but one more hit like it’s a must

so

toxicology just spreads their ideology to build you up psychotically

then break you down methodically

I can’t keep up

i moving slow

I try to run but legs wont go

i try to hide away and isolate

to keep you safe

I hesitate,

become late

cant emulate a perfect place

for you and I can conversate

not separate, but alligate

with stronger bonds, to compensate

maybe there's a chance

if it's not too late

but Its wishful thinking, its what we do

Upon a star, you want one too.

It’s falling down like heaven threw

but I can’t catch

and I can’t move,

I'm missing out

I'm missing too

I’m full of doubt

that's inside out

i'm second guessing

taking tension

anxiety forgot mention

what's in my brain if not a lesson

fallacy is taking over

animosity, enclosure

all i see, I'm mediocre

my life is a rollercoaster

I'm crashing now and i can't pull over

I'm going down, i see rock bottom

caught me quick but causing problems

one last breath, leaves in autumn

nothing left but pain and sorrow

yeah. that means there's no tomorrow

yeah, there's nothing left but pain and sorrow

 

[verse 2] 2:08

Are you hearing my words?

What are they meaning to you?

Are you felling my hurt?

Maybe these scars will do?

They paint a picture, tell a story,

but the canvas is all dirty

the foundation isn't sturdy

Ghosts are building walls, no learning

stuck in place, there's no turning

can't do right, it's disconcerting

and the mania lays waste within

I need to try and breathe again

resuscitate the soul within

ruminate then us a pen

The sun is never rising, so I crowd around the fire

Burning with desire, burn to get me higher

knowing that I'm tired,

just try to inspire

i need some hope

situation's dire

 

just pick up the pace you're racing

First place isn't what i'm chasing

desperate need for elevation

involuted, missing spaces

what's the point, no inclination

can't give in to my temptation

still, I'm here but see me spacing

try to live, a new sensation