11 R̶i̶g̶h̶t̶s̶ Wrongs

Looking at social media, just wanting to be the person that I watch

Cause being myself is like kicking myself in the crotch

My inner me is telling me to stop

Stop, stop, stop living

Cause my heartbeat is equal to the rumble of an earthquake

Cause I'm always wrong, there's no one I could dare to persuade

Fantastical, just magical, they say that I'm amazing

But every time I find myself I find my mind blazing

 

The hate comes in waves

Everyday, I'm doing wrong

They tell me "Ayy, you'll be okay"

I'm just eleven, and everything is so, so wrong

I've been shaking, always contemplating

If I should put my white flag down, on a daily basis

All I want to do is change

So I can revert my evil ways, ways

 

She told me everyone would be sad if I'm gone

But I don't think this dimension is truly where I belong

My inner me is telling me to stop

Stop, stop, stop living

Cause my heartbeat is equal to the rumble of an earthquake

Cause I'm always wrong, there's no one I could dare to persuade

Fantastical, just magical, they say that I'm amazing

But every time I find myself I find my mind blazing

 

The hate comes in waves

Everyday, I'm doing wrong

They tell me "Ayy, you'll be okay"

I'm just eleven, and everything is so, so wrong

I've been shaking, always contemplating

If I should put my white flag down, on a daily basis

All I want to do is change

So I can revert my evil ways, ways

 

Cause my heartbeat is equal to the rumble of an earthquake

Cause I'm always wrong, there's no one I could dare to persuade

Fantastical, just magical, they say that I'm amazing

But every time I find myself I find my mind blazing

 

The hate comes in waves

Everyday, I'm doing wrong

They tell me "Ayy, you'll be okay"

I'm just eleven, and everything is so, so wrong

I've been shaking, always contemplating

If I should put my white flag down, on a daily basis

All I want to do is change

So I can revert my evil ways, ways

 

In my experience, 'you'll be okay', 'then stop being ---', 'you're not depressed'

and 'you're kidding' mean I don't care about you or your emotional wellbeing

and mental health.

 

Heavily Inspired By "I Don't Like Myself" by Imagine Dragons