Dear Dad ( I'll see you in heaven)

Dear Dad

This is a letter from me to you I hope you're doing fine in heaven

So I guess I'll see you in heaven there's a lot I need tell you

here goes nothing...

I don't know why you left early shit hurts me everyday

Until I started to lose my way

Turned to alcohol and drugs to take this pain away

Did all kinds of things that would hurt my mom if I did mention them damn

Taken advantage of at young age ain't easy man shit haunts till this day

I'm really angry at the lord for taking you away from me at a young age

I didn't get to fully feel the love of a father figure

that shit haunts me everyday

all I feel is anger and hurt inside

when I see other kids talking about their father shit hurts

but I don't blame them for my misfortune

sometimes its hard for me to even love someone

because of the love of a father figure I didn't even get a chance to get it fully

The anger inside has never been fully addressed

Permanent brain damage similar to tattoos

But all that don't even matter anymore met some few friends who helped

get though this trauma attended therapy I'm better all thanks to my mom

my best friend she was the one who was my number one supporter

you would have loved her

I turned out just fine you would've been so proud of me

I'm a young woman that's in the music business now still pushing

I hope I get to see you in heaven or you visiting my dreams

I'll see you whenever its time

I love you and I miss you

you daughter misses you