Twisted Words

Loving you is the hardest thing I've ever had to do, my heart aches every time I know you're with him

Like a bullet going through the Babylonian walls, so heartless we sing in the dark breaking through our attitude/

Knowing you, never wanted to be so mad at you, but you strangle me with the strongest string trying to catch these broken sparks/

We're walking backwards trying to fit in these shoes thrown at us 2/

My insecurities just get to me, the past I've buried still/ haunts me, so I sit here hoping it doesn't repeat itself./

All the weight I've carried just built in me, killing me deep beneath myself/

I've burned these pages, living a new chapter but the pain is still in me/

Used, bruised, abused, seduced, pursued, and these pain killers ain't killing the pain, drunk off of love she's tilting me./

All tear tears which I've drained down, I'm drowned as they filling my lungs/

Tears run down my face, because I know if a guy wins your heart my life has just died/

And if I lose you, allegorically metaphorically I've committed spiritual suicide/

Years I've crowned you with a halo and broken wings/

Looking in the mirror, I see my reflection but it's empty without you here/

Shadows on my wall trying to get near/

I'm dying shedding a tear, I need you here/

I scream in this bottle, close it and send it off into ocean hoping you get it/

 

Verse 2

You say I'm just a friend, that's all we've been/

I pray my trust doesn't end, but placing my soul into these words feels like a sin/

You've helped heal in the beginning, every time I'm with you I feel like I'm winning/

This just gets to me and I start thinking, what if you hold him hand and hand?/

These letters in this keyboard have faded away from each word I've ever said to you, I've got no idea what I'm saying anymore/

I'm heart broken, left in the dark hoping you heard what I've spoken and just love me/

My soul is sore, it's cold and I feel remorse/

This rose in my lips has me bleeding down, and I've shouted so much I'm weak in the vocal chords/

When I first spoke to you, I had no idea you were going to be so important to me/

I had no idea I was going to be in love with you, but I feel like you withdrew and now you're deporting me to leave/

I never meant to cause so much pain or make you sore beneath the beautiful vessel/

To me this all seems so realistic, I've never loved another woman as much as I love you/

So beautiful, how your eyes reflect so much I melt straight through my cuticles/

I see you all, you're pure, each imperfection iis a perfection being built/