Just Another

I spit like a wanderer lost in the desert

I yearn to be the hottest but I can't stand the pressure

A suburb dweller from the middle class tier

My life looks the same, tomorrow, last year

I'm a stranger to struggle and a stranger to trouble

A jungle predator afraid to burst his bubble.

On the surface I am calm, the anger is inside of me.

My mind is on the moon cuz I hide the dark side of me.

Sleeping with a smile that's a situation quite rare

The thoughts in my head could give Freddy Kreuger nightmares

I'm dreamin' and I'm schemin' of a life without me

How easy it would be if no one knew about me.

I must be a test kid, to measure and to mess with.

Maybe I was made with a humorous intention.

Expecting me to limp with a faithful crutch.

I love so little yet I hate so much.

Ambition manifests from Amazon drive-by's

My life depends on computers and Wi-Fi

Why try if failure's gonna be a possibility

Hostility is still in me, I can feel it killing me,

I've got a dirty soul and I'm pretty sure it's septic.

Facebook photos of "congrats you're accepted"

Living in a lawn that is never green enough.

My happiness is nothing it'll never be enough.