How do i say good bye

I heard the news yesterday

it took my breath away

I can't even run away

I can't even look the other way

all the memories came racing back

like an endless heart attack

the pain seems to last

tearing up everyone's brain.

Putting on a smile and hiding my pain

now I'm walking in the rain

The pigs fly away in the morning

Cut me off every time I'm talking

but I feel like crying

because my world is slowly dying

I wasn't ready to say goodbye

You know I want a piece of that pie

I bet you've never seen a pig fly

I wonder why I sit and cry

maybe it's because I wasn't ready to say goodbye

mentally losing control

18-year sentence with no parole

I need to clear my head cause I'm feeling low, and I'm losing control.

I feel broken inside. I tried

take all those wrongs and make them right

I'm being pulled left and right

all this darkness inside

Too much pain to hide

I wasn't ready to say goodbye

And I can't even look the other way

I'm tired of crying all-day

the pain is like a knife that cuts you

and the scars remain

Through all that rain, I kept my flame

through all these games

Until I started to lose my way

so soon that flame with go away

You see, the devil is alive, but he works so slow

now I know not to give him control

I won't give him control.