Martian

Launched in outer space without a single trace

of how im gonna get out of this hellish place

Im late to my funeral life has passed me

and death always harasses me

I don't know if this gonna be the simple yeah im okay

or maybe its gonna be im just gonna need to be alone today

the stress in my brain making me insane imagine

witnessing your father sniffing cocaine right in front of you

that stuff drives me crazy like what the fuck am I supposed to do

I need to drive away. need to get a license today

I cant keep this silent I'm surrounded

by people trying to drown me I'm casted down on this island

I feel as if im crashing down there was no pilot

you interpret my words as if its a fantasy

Reminded me that it should have been a made up story

the only comfort is a pen and looseleaf yes im gonna abuse

that till im high and mighty slighty tired

most inspired to find a way to get admired

Its been a minute but told you I wasn't a liar

I can tell yall want to see me retire

But im like terrace howard. Got an empire

keep all my money wired

so if I get caught they wont get it at all

Soon fall will turn into winter

and my words go through a 3d printer

so hold on to them don't let em go

because I might not be here for the next show

now since ive smoked so much my raps have been so-so

Wish I could get my sober mind back

to combat all these fuckers who lack

Pray to god I wont be the victim of the mac

symptoms of a hypochondriac

will my heart stop soon

will my breathing be able to continue

I just don't have much more to lose

yes I guess I made yall confused

by the way I refuse to speak about topics

that a year ago It would have been common logic

for me to spill the beans. shit theres goes supper for the day

I always get carried away but I aint ready to get put down

you can try to catch me im never going in that dog pound

This is the recovery of my career

Im sorry for those who I let down