Biggie Smalls Suicidal thoughts ...

when i die fuck it i wanna go to hell

cause i'm a piece of fuckin shit, it aint hard to fuckin tell...

 

If the past is the past, why the fuck do i take history

im sittin on my ass and class is causin so much misery

im back talkin to my teachers and moms is gettin pissed at me

one more fuck up and i'm off to the kiddy penitentiary

don't take it the wrong way cause i ain't no bitch

but every damn day i just wanna call it quits

i ease my nerves from takin fat hits

or from when i spit some hot shit

and even get slit wrists so my problems i forget

shit, lifes a bitch...

Every fuckin time, I'm on my fuckin grind,

some shit happens and i end up doin' time

Next thing ya know,

I'll be sittin in a cell as i write some fuckin rhymes

I've sold a bag of weed in the wrong damn corner

or beat someone down, whose a richie with a lawyer

maybe even jump someone who looks weak from the face

with a strong gun, i'll catch a bullet not a case

get a taste of my own medicine

you'd think i'd have learned my lesson but soon i'm fuckin up again

I bang my head against the walls cause i'm the opposite of zen

I'm not gettin bullied and i got many fuckin friends

That's not what you would think from the message that i send

most people say that suicide's become a trend

when i say i wanna die people say tell them why but... i can't

I have no enemies, so no one forced my hand

I just guess nobody understands................ (gunshot)