Napalm

VERSE 1

I'm- (right before beat)

 

-Headin to the bridge with a can of gas and matches,

You're either assholes or something I've imagined,

 

-Losin' best friends like my car keys, fucking lonely,

I promise you'll be cozy if you hold me closely,

 

-I am my only one and only falling slowly,

Mostly writing poetry so you can get to know me,

 

-Can I know I'm not alone? is your existence similar?

Or do you lack conscious thought - an empty listener?

 

-Might never understand, it might drive me insane,

I think, so I exist, but do you do the same?

 

-I can't be sure any of you are real so I ask myself..

Why do I let your presence affect MY mental health?

 

I hardly understand myself..

 

-All these kids take simple tips, consider them and reminisce,

 

connect the dots, suspicions hit, make it big, lose their shit,

 

-hold it in til patience quits, I wonder why your on the fritz!

 

Im hesitant, you notice this, I question it now IM the bitch?

 

-You could call your eyes snitch

 

-You make schemes, they don't commit,

 

-Does this game have a purpose?

 

-Or are my lines worthless..?

 

-Assumptions ruin relationships...........

Friends become acquaintances.............

 

-Can't you all contain your shit..............

So paranoid.. afraid to live............

 

CHORUS___________________________

This world is mine.. (mine mine mine)

....Mine... (mine mine mine)

This world is mine.. (mine mine mine)

When will you find me..

 

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This world is mine.. (mine mine mine)

I wish I had some company,

Between the lines (lines lines lines)

That's where you'll find me

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VERSE 2

-Making phantom connections leaving bad last impressions,

Caught a random infection when I ran past suggestions,

 

-Forgot the advice you gave me for your personal gain,

I remember who we we're and I can see what you became,

 

-You say I've changed? I have, and now this is me,

Slowly turning into a complex apple tree,

 

-My neighbor Johnny appleseeds' row of trees seems endless,

The wildlifes a menace but Johnnys got Seattle weed,

 

-It seems when people grow up, they quit imagining,

..My friends are all mannequins with paper wings,

 

-I've loved too many times, reached my limit,

Now i'm Lone Ranger-Solo Dolo, Mr. misfit,

 

-Still i'd go out of my way to make a stranger smile,

And thank them for keeping there distance..

 

-I solemnly sware.. I've accepted ONE truth..

At the end... all you have ..is you,

 

CHORUS___________________________

This world is mine.. (mine mine mine)

I wish I had some company,

If the stars align.. (line line line)

The galaxy will comfort me

This reality it's fine.. (fine fine fine)

I live quite comfortably,

I might just survive.. (vive vive vive)

But right now.. I'm struggling.

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(As beat quits down, automation clip will steadily pitch my voice down with it)