how you start smoking
• Written by danisill
these past few months shit is going down,
you know, its concluding
need to get myself out this awkward situation
tackle the shit im facing
by blazing
that feeling i keep chasing
while blazing
might need to watch my pacing
i need to act patient
then blaze it
and save them
from the trouble they facing
i know i can make it
i aint been known to fake it
anything thats mine ill take it
and rake it together
yes im a motherfucking sinner
but im hoping i can get better
with time
and fine wine
oops
there goes another sign
quick as it passes
but the memory it lasts its eternal
passes through my head like an inferno
fire rhymes but im keeping them internal
cant deside what good and whats just learning
thats just one daily struggle im asserting
for certain
need to get myself out this awkward situation
tackle the shit im facing
by blazing
that feeling i keep chasing
while blazing
might need to watch my pacing
i need to act patient
then blaze it
and save them
from the trouble they facing
i know i can make it
i got a dream
demons tryna forsake it
but im keen
so it just up my esteem
soldiers with cups full of green
ceilings they used to be clean
until i started living the dream
off earth i departed this shit is obscene
i been
to many places
i seen
so many faces
i can not even erase this from my head
im wanting to go to bed
please let me
im heavy
need to get myself out this awkward situation
tackle the shit im facing
by blazing
that feeling i keep chasing
while blazing
might need to watch my pacing
i need to act patient
then blaze it
and save them
from the trouble they facing
i know i can make it