Untitled Song

You stare and when I look back you shake your head

So a little more confidence I had is dead

I want to cry

I want to die

And soon I run away

Because I feel unwanted anyway

There is so much I want to say

But I can't get it out

Because my confidence is replaced with doubt

I used to be loud

I used to be proud

Now I sit quietly I barely make a sound

 

 

I often wonder to myself will I ever make you proud

Or maybe one of these days I will look at you and catch you Smiling at me

Or maybe one day you will decide to clown around with me

I wish you would just laugh at me

Instead of criticize me when I do something stupid

Because when you criticize that's how I feel, stupid