Change
• Written by Laura
No one ever told me change
Was like being trapped in a cage
I think I'm going crazy
With the locks and chains
You can call me sane
But I'm gonna keep on pushing
No matter how much blood I'm gushin'
I want a better life
Cuz if not Imma face a knife
Life in the streets
With nothing but a bunch of creeps
It brings good times
But also a life full of lies
Get it through your mind
That being a thug makes you blind
Let me remind you
That I've been through it all
No matter how short I may look
I'm 10 feet tall
Living life was such a fall
For many years I thought of life as blasphemy
But after a couple years it became a melody
And just cuz I'm a female doesn't mean I'm weaker
I can be as strong or stronger than a homie
Look into my eyes
Isn't it a surprise
How my tears never come alive
Especially since both parents died
You call yourself a Cholo
Just because you screaming Yolo
Drugs
Beer
Jainas
Cheers
That's no life for me
even though in the past I did agree
Now my eyes are open
And that's why what was said is spoken
Because now I have awoken
Thinking back on how many hours I spent
On nonsense
Now its time to vent
I miss it
I loved it
I used to hit it
But now I'm over it
Being sober isn't easy
But going back isn't really me
See I'd rather go through this than
To have another life missed
I'm sick of all these losses
I'm sick of all these corpse's
And never hearing their voices
Is a child really supposed to go through this
"What happened to the laughter
What happened to the daughter
That I once had"
Where is her smile
But after a while
She made a change
Her friends think that's strange
They think she's going insane
But this is change
I have changed
And I'm proud to say I'm done
It was a lot of fun
Until someone pulled out that gun
Life a trip
I don't wanna go back
Because that life was wack
IM NEVER GOING BACK!!!!!!!!!!!
This experience
Full of grievance
And destroying life's
Always getting bad vibes
From the people who never stood behind
I was always trippin'
Though I thought I was fine
Always reminiscing
On all the time's I was missin'
Everything has been done
I've been looking forward while on the run
Running away from all the things that would come
But change has it's flaws
You gotta follow laws
And take a pause
Before going back
And we never walk alone
In the mirror I see my old clone
And I see myself getting beat
Just gotta clean the mirror
Cuz that's not who I am anymore
Let me repeat it to you
I have CHANGED
And what was done is through
And let me tell you I grew!
This is Laura
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Laura
Member since March 19 2015