Lies alone

Remember how I used to be. All tremors and emo.

Made these memories. Got here in one peace.

Little I know I was just to please. Needed to try. I had these cries.

Dragging me to the back. I'm never leaving myself to I.

Earning my own trust. I wouldn't give a damn *uck. Turning to dust.

I been crushed. I been a bust. Thrown into a current. I'm to ignorant.

I'm to corrupt. See these words. Watch my videos.

Tell myself its all me not them. Now all views it's all a glimpse of fantasy.

Now reality. Is this what I wanted really? People I got. 500 subs,

800 in total over all. I'm ready for another fall.

 

I trusted them. Then it's no word. I've gone back. All I got? Do any help me?

What can I believe? Lonesome I don't want. But I don't know what's what.

 

Fake your lies. Fake your care. Fake yourself. I'm on my own. Alone.

Fake your lies. Fake your care. Fake yourself. I'm on my own. Alone.

It's Fake or Real? I can't see what I want to believe? Is it even true?

What I got?

 

After reading, making, storytelling, don't know if I should keep going.

What's in the Drama behind? Past hurts as bad as now. Walking Dead plays

"Past is like a drug." I'm an addict caffeine and past. Trying to solve,

solution now I don't know. All I find from ago.

Time passes quick, I already feel old. I'm not mad just confused depressed.

Gloom never goes away. Locked with thoughts no sleep.

Make no peep. I don't tell make them worried. Acne bad, take severe medication.

Side symptom of working little to severe depression. But It's from before.

5 years sinced now I feel to be dead. Show audience a fake smile.

In question are they even real. The family and audience.

 

I trusted them. Then it's no word. I've gone back. All I got? Do any help me?

What can I believe? Lonesome I don't want. But I don't know what's what.

 

Fake your lies. Fake your care. Fake yourself. I'm on my own. Alone.

Fake your lies. Fake your care. Fake yourself. I'm on my own. Alone.

It's Fake or Real? I can't see what I want to believe? Is it even true?

What I got?

 

All my energy is a waste. Like shit. This pit. Bottomless. This pit bottomless

is just shit. Deep I can't get out.

 

Fake your lies. Fake your care. Fake yourself. I'm on my own. Alone.

Fake your lies. Fake your care. Fake yourself. I'm on my own. Alone.

It's Fake or Real? I can't see what I want to believe? Is it even true?

What I got?