My Prayer (Unfinished)

Verse 1: Uh, I pray, and I plead, that through these dark times,

the good lord will find me

Cause I ain't got nobody else standing by me,

cause people fear what they don't know

And that's why nobody finds me, fuck it, alone in this darkness,

alone in a home that's filled up with drama,

alone in a home that's filled up with nonsense.

Cause I feel like l just cannot keep it honest. If I'm being honest,

the fear it would split, that's the reason I never come out with a problem,

Cause I was afraid the family would sever and, at the same time,

I felt the weight on my shoulders.

To be the only one in the home that seemed like he wanted to keep it together

And that made me feel a whole a pressure, a whole lot of fear, could not interfere.

Though I felt like I was the one in the center.

I cannot take it. I feel like I'm breaking, reverted to praying.

Cause that is the way that I actually feel I'm staying so sane, but I...

Know I can break. I've made some mistakes, but when I decide,

To put this muthafucking pen to the page,

the extent of my pain is put on display.

And that is the way I get through this maze. It's so amazing

But either way, I find myself praying, please,

take away all of this pain that seemingly stains us, God.

 

Hook:

And I pray, I pray, one day, oh one day, I will trust the lord when he tells me I'm okay.

And I will follow his ways, and I won't be afraid, said I won't be afraid.

Cause I pray, and I trust, and I must follow God when he says; it'll be okay

when he says don't be afraid.