MAIN CHARACTER

 

0:23

 

Watching all the people in my life live it like there the main character

Well I'm just here struggling to write and live life in my own chapter

I'm tryna be the most honest that I can be but I'm still the one that they come after,yeah me

What happens in death hell or heaven yeah what even comes after

I watch the world go round watch the sun come down

praying for a happy ever after that I never found

I watch as people walk around livin in there own mind

some angry ,some happy, some peaceful yeah I wonder what that feels like

It's crazy how after centuries of years on this planet

I still don't really have a clue how to spend any of my time on this earth being happy

Lookin for answer guess I don't have it

Lookin for their perspective guess I don't match it

It's tragic

1:00

 

 

But I guess when your the main character

I guess that's what happens

I'm starting to imagine my self in their shoes

Well I should my live life like I'm livin the truth

But I still wish I was them even when I got nothing to loose

1:12

 

In my mind physically but I'm never really there though

Huh I guess no one ever really cares though

the ones that said that they had my back till the end were never really there though

They call it livin I call it surviving

They learn to live with it but for me it's depriving

And tell me why is this world so tiring

I find myself admiring other people's lives that I wish to live

I guess you could say that I live in other people businesses

 

I'm tryna picture a happier furtute in my head with these imagines

I don't know man doesn't look positive to me

They live life like the opposite to me

There the main character in their life but in mine I'm just an option to me

1:48

 

 

But I guess when your the main character

I guess that's what happens

I'm starting to imagine my self in their shoes

Well I should my live life like I'm livin the truth

But I still wish I was them even when I got nothing to loose

2:00

 

Even writing music I live in a different world

I can't find realism

The therapist would say it's escapism

But I call it a prison yes it is don't tell me it isn't

too empathic invested in other people lives too much yeah I call it a religion

Depressions so mathematic

I add up the negatives but takeaway all the positives

And I got other issues I just won't acknowledge it

It's common knowledge

But I never went to collage

For the fantasy world I'm a achohlic

I live in this world but I don't feel apart of it

Hid in the dark from it

Stranded island like I'm swimming with the sharks from it

Yeah

2:30

 

(Pause)

2:37

 

 

But I guess when your the main character

I guess that's what happens

I'm starting to imagine my self in their shoes

Well I should my live life like I'm livin the truth

But I still wish I was them even when I got nothing to loose

 

 

But I guess when your the main character

I guess that's what happens

I'm starting to imagine my self in their shoes

Well I should my live life like I'm livin the truth

But I still wish I was them even when I got nothing to loose

But what can I do

Ugh