Colapse//relapse

are you happy¿

¿have you accomplished what you wanted?

Take a look around is this what you really wanted

why are you still here¿nothings has changed?

you're still unhappy ,life seems unfair?

Ahh shit¿ what did you expect [jajaja]

 

you left after finally breakin me into pieces

i was on the edge and you pushed me into misery

turning your back on me

you thought i was dead

the only thing left behind now are

dead memories

 

i keep looking foward to the day

our faces finnally meet each others again

 

im being constantly punished

by the thought of yout pretty face

sometimes i hate to say that i still love you

but that is what i feel

when the hate in my head goes away

thinkin about your name brings me nothing but pain

im living fast but dying so slow what a wicked game

, live fast die young

they used to say back before it acatually happens

 

 

i can still hear voices in my head

when i shoot the ice into my veins

like a roller coaster i feel it rushin

to my brain, i just want to numb the pain

wish i could pause the time

until im back to my fullest while im rottin in vain

in my head the thoughts only get louder

my mind is tired of being constantly tired

still waiting for my come up

bless the hustle ima runnin it up

trappin in the dungeon created by my thoughts

so much evil within me and i can not get out

i just want to feel the breeze one more time

in here it gets hard to breath

feels like im sofocating everysecond i live

fuckin with the reaper until i fall down to my knees

theres only one god and the name is death

repect it, theres only one thing that we say to death

and that is not today

another day with my eyes wide open only asking for a purpose

in my existence let me rot in peace until im in my casket

six feet under where im stepping at the moment

im writing this deadly verses

in the meantime lookout for the nearest exit

as long im still breathing

zero fucks im givin about hurting your feelings

and this is just the the begining

stay tune for the next one

if you want sumthin' cruel you can listen to when you feeling alone

babe you really f****** up