Complication

ain't experienced loss but doesn't mean i can't feel it

avoidance stick in an envelope lick it send it seal it

but its real this hook stuck in my mouth as she fucking reels it

happiness abandoned me so i had to try and steal it

ain't shielded so i yielded and kneeled before her

memories won't leave how teenagers like to loiter

i'm torn up like quarters and blown up like mortars

so look at me now i don't have anything left for her

i say loving you is not the fucking complication

but is complicated when i'm down not to be filled up with elation

its tough facing the impact and not having the will for bracing

heart racing feet pacing distractions encasing

lacing my blood but only with temporary relief

beliefs shatter like battering ram so loud i can't sleep

cant weep act sweet so this inside beast can feast

till i'm hollow while he grow fat on all this grease

please don't just fucking stare and let me drown

cause underneath its bare and i care hear these fucking sound