Freestyle

I want to just turn the other way and run away from this all

Never look back again becaue what happened in the past is catching up

And from behind I see it clearly, I stumble and fall countless times

Trying my best to keep my pace maken every call I can that's right

Cause when I write my thoughts on a piece of paper it just hits different

Like it matters most to thsoe who see it and read it in their thoughts

To carry on the message on their shoulders like carrying the rest of the world on mine

But these lines hit harder in the heart to try and peirce it

With words that seem to appear from my mind and jot em down with a Pencil on a line

It's a strange jigsaw these puzzles must align cuz the pieces are slowly coming together

Ever since grade school I feel as though I'm an alien dropped on earth

Ever since birth it's a hurtful feeling with a verse as my reason to disperse

These words that come knocken down like boulders over head to smash me on my head

Said I'd try harder but an enemy heard my testimony and tried to throw struggles my way

Sure it made me feel misery I merely had a few moments of strength left but shit I kept pushing it

To the edge over ledge against my own limitations that's dedication

I'll build a better reputation on a stern foundation

One where it won't rock fourth and back during earthquakes or fall into bits when I'm under attack

Throw missiles my way ill hurl all my arsenal your way

When the winds blow this structure will never fail strong and well built

Not even the slightest tilt except these fools necks when I spit some sick shit

Snap em like a tooth pick, no cutten slack my words will be immense

Harcore there no going soft just playing it equally fair

The stress of constantly failing wailed like a siren passing by but the more I drowned em out

I began to shout until my voice was finally heard this is a talent that I must've captured

My buttons constantly pressed until I rage quit and stormed out but it was skills that was suppressed

And it hit me like a scary movie suspense and I seen a sequence of events that took place in different ways

To the way I jot down my rhymes when i feel anxious staring back at the time hoping I have more to spare

Staying home locked in my room working diligently from sunrise to sunset maken preps

Trying my best to organize these rhymes in different orders to categories each syllabus that needs an adjustment

Just make a hype ass track maken them as fly as they can be busting my ass I guarantee theres no one else like that

But at times it's hard to birth an idea just to bust a song on a beat

To most it's a game, to others it's a more than that it's a feeling of escape of this cold world

A way to let out some steam when we're not strong enough to say those word in a sentence

But in a rhythm when they rhyme on a beat to the snare of the track busting it so hard when we make a neat song

Rapping to the flow of the music its like magic but it's not its just talent at its bestest

This feeling that we share that we've felt it's amazing ain't it can't deny it It's the greatest