Withdrawn

Lately I've withdrawn, left to my devices, unchecked still

undecided, thoughts all grouped together, still undivided

I would not say I'm enlightened, I've fallen from the light,

Walk inside my grave, tombstone with my likeness,

can't keep going like this, still so full hate, no one left to right it

I've fallen from my grace, as the image fades, a vision of your

face, I think back a time a place where everything was great

you still walked among us now I still have you to blame for all

My better traits, I miss you every day, my friends don't

understand, I just don't wanna hang, I'm not feeling all that

great today, stomach aches the flu a cold it's mothers day,

hey man maybe another day

just an excuse but what do they know

I'm an active volcano I'm trying to suppress the rage

I love you but I hate you, you broke your promise,

You said you'd be around to see my sister graduate,

You said you'd be around to see me make a name,

You said you'd be around for every accolade,

Youre why I am who I am today, I'm trying to stay awake,

I don't believe in heaven, nor the devil, so where you've gone

Is beyond what I can think, to me you're lost and I've lost myself

In the wake of all this pain and the fear that I will bring disgrace

to our name