dysphoria
• Written by user145445611
look at this mess that i'm trying to express
all trying to impress them
replace their first impression
with something more subtle
it's a terrible thought
try not to get caught up in
all my problems
drown them out try not to listen
to all the stupid shit they're slipping
drunk and tired all fucked up
but still pouring more into the cup
but ugh. all the "luck" that got me here
but i cant help but overhear
all the voices saying my old name
i'll wear a binder and go by a sir
but they'll still see me as *her*
the person i used to be
is all theyll ever see
sometimes i wish, i were someone else
trapped in the hell i'll never forget
if i were someone else maybe i'd already be a boy
but this body i destroy just thinking about who i could be
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user145445611
Member since April 20 2023