I just hate being alone(unfinished)

ya uh. I said

kisss me like you in bliss with me fuck me like you love me

tell the whole world about me and dont but nobody above me

i just want somebody to trust me and someone and someone i can trust to

and we aint gotta put a label on things just fuck me and ill fuck you

been alone so long what am i goin to do yes i know i am only 15

so much ambition im destined to go down in history

but whats it all worth if its just me

i dont know what to do when nobodys down,

what a shame no one to blame people come and go like a cycle it goes around and around,

after awhile you think its you shit after all this damn time with no clique

no bitch i know i should probably focus more on getting my shit together

but i cant help to feel under weather

shits so cold that its 73 degrees im cali and im wearing a sweater

i know im better, than any other rappper im destined to make way more cheddar

than these fucking rats thats a fact mather fact its a promise

but ya on seem deep shit latley ive been afraid my anxiety ,

and lonlieness will be the end of me i mean it makes me sad but idk if im afraid

im not good with emotions and i suck at being open

but everytime shit seems good and i take a chance it never lasts

its just a same repeat of the past

i dont know what to do when nobodys down,

what a shame no one to blame people come and go like a cycle it goes around and around,

after awhile you think its you and i just hate being alone

i hate being alone so im here by myself and im sooo stoned

i just wanna mean the world to somebody ya that shit sounds corny but its true

so sick of feeling like a fool making mistakes not having a crew lonely all the time with nothing to do

thinking of you yes i admit it ill probably regret it but i admitted it

cuz my life consists of unfuflled dreams and false hopes life is like a test i try to climb the rope

but i fall everytime i just want somebody to call mine and for our relationship to be so divine

i dont know whats wrong with me the only thing i can think of is honestly i hate being alone

ya i hate being alone so im sitting by myself and im sooo stoned

just trying to numb the emotional pain before i go insane

waiting till im 18 so i can go and get the fame

ya im a star how could i not shine i know i will acheive all of my dreams

but whats it all mean if i dont have anybody to calll mine?

screaming fuck you pay me idk call me crazy i cant stand it when shit gets silent when were stoned

cuz i hate being alone,