Father Time

All my childhood memories i wish i neva had

kause they was missing one thing and that was my dad

i contemplate on what if he would have never left

my decisions would be less bad and ill be more intact

his absence had a big impact on my life

if i had the chance to change the past ill make it all right

kause without him in my life everything aint all right

so i might as well take this knife and end my life tonight

but before i do lemme tell you the story

give you my point of view and the results like maury

this is long overdue im workin on my recovery

all the shit you put me through i know you feel sorry me

when i was born he wasnt in the hospital room

and moms heart was torn, kause you swept her under like a broom

my mom had no support and a new born out the womb

we lived in third ward where you hear gunshots in the afternoon

and we had no kar shit was tuff there was no love for us

even when it rained we had to go and katch the bus

but we still made it through the stormy weather just the two of use

where you was? i dont know, prolly on a tour bus

gone out of state just to move away from us

then one day you popped up at the krib

asking "where he is kan i see my son"

"o he sleeping in his baby krib"

then you picked me up, kissed me on the cheek and said

"this nigga look tuff", now my life's komplete

and its just the three of us, well thats what i assumed

i was so damn confused, when you left out the room

will you be bvck soon to teach me how to be a goon

im just sitten in this dark room hoping you'll kome through

the tall door and take me out for ice cream or buy matching shoes

either one you choose i just wanna spend some time with you

be up under you, have some fun with you, krack a joke with you

watch a show with you, watch you roll a few, watch you smoke a few

and prolly choke a few, man i just wanted my time

but you aint have no time, yea thats just father time

yea thats just father time, yea thats just father time

yea thats just father time, yea thats just father time