The Worst Friendzone

 

 

 

I take everything personal,

and you aint never had it badder than my worst you know

im searching far and wide to find love that stays eternal

and you niggas just want some shit thats proverbial,

you cut me off my condition is terminal,

deep wounds, so i cant get surgical, man i been hurt before,

man i shoulda learned before

i hope the next girl i have relations wit is merciful

 

for a second, i thought we were lovers,

until yo bitch ass gave me the title brother,

so now im friendzoned and no different than any other,

now this friend bullshit is going under,

im taking shots at ya,

you better duck for cover,

im blind but i know love like im stevie wonder,

i thank god for dumber suckers,

i dodged a bullet cuz you got pregnant fucking around and not usin a rubber

 

aint that some shit,

and you still dont wanna marry him,

but hes giving you his all and you still dont wanna cherish it

so you use him for the money and the care and then you vanishin

8 months with no daddy and now you panickin

daddy issues hereditary like youre anakin

find a dude love him too, fake it like a mannequin,

but this is the struggle of a queen bee who say she steady handlin

No ma'am i wont be the daddy,

had your chance back when i thought of a family,

now im focused on my money and winning a grammy,

ill buy a loft in Miami, hit you with a double whammy,

its not my fault you hurt my heart,

from the start you ripped it apart into little shards

Piece by piece i found remedies for peace

and you still leechin onto bread like yeast,

speaking of which, i heard you got an STD

back when you stopped carin for me,

its not hard to see, what im about to be,

a carefree, eighteen, young king living out his dreams,

and you banshee, i banned she from my dreams

so now she haunts me in my nightmares,

the fair haired square back in my math class,

ooh she gave me chills thinking bout that fat ass

said she had to pass in order to,

tears streaming down my face like tear gas,

I gasped for air I had my flask prepared,

drank till the answers clear, i didnt need her near me,

all my haters fear me,

my loved ones revere me,

so clearly, fuck the bullshit i cant let it comandeer me,

my heart is weary,

though im severely sorry,

the pain is permanent like sharpie,

you hit me head on like kamikaze,

so i self medicate by downing bottles of bacardi

I can persevere through nearly all,

when you were gone, i finally stood strong,

and tall, and said fuck it all, man in my mind, i feel i run it all,

but i try to run and fall,

im crippled from this relationship,

bum knee couldnt keep up with the pace of it,

but in reality life is what you make of it,

so maybe i should wait a bit before i label this,

a place in which we cannot coexist.

Bitch.