Scared of Falling

yo I'm running from something I can't control

this comes from something deeper into my soul

I wish I could get ahold cuz I don't wanna be scared now

But I'm running so I don't get hurt now

I've learned to love, but I've never fallen

It's you that I've never forgotten

and now that I admitted my feelings to myself I'm falling

and it's something that my heart ain't stopping

I'm trying to escape cuz I don't know how to stop it

I'm watching everything fall apart in front of me

I know it's my fault, but I can't see myself in this new reality

I don't wanna believe my feelings and get hurt ya see

I'm not trying to have love control me

and tear everything apart in front of me

so let me run away from this misery

into the depths of where love don't exist to me

Maybe I don't feel like I'm ever worthy

cuz I don't see love ever ending happily