A Box Full Of Maybes

A BOX FULL OF MAYBES lyrics

 

VERSE ONE

Head nodding, yoddling "Stoned, Broke & Single"

I've been too lazy to go out to meet & mingle

All I know is that loneliness has a loud jingle

That's why you find me on the borderline of a margin

Hosting a one man pen to paper conversation

I can hold it for as long as I can never catch a breath & run

Unwinding the mind jogging my memory in a relay lap

I got drive but I'm a passenger with no direction on a map

One look at it I dash on a pad to write a rap

If it feels crowded I readjust to a secluded vacuum

Like a developing picture set in a black room

Circulating ideas that form a whirlpool on a music album

I think I need to make more space to accommodate the opposite sex

Like finding a woman to flirt, date & send a goodnite text

Maybe I'd stay on context & try not to repeat past mistakes

Funny it's kinda convexed how I look at things sometimes

Maybe that's why I keep committing unconditional love crimes

Tried to keep it safe but I cracked a nut several times

Valuable love has a cost that I fail to pay my full attention

Feed me more till I learn a long lesson about intimate absorption

Maybe learn a thing or two about relationships, romance & retention

Can't imagine it's quite a lot can't keep it all together

So I need someone to help me hold it back together

It's a pleasant thought that I have to redefine much better

Bit by bit, step by step getting there like a go getter

I'm not looking for a fancy princess wearing glass slippers

Head over heels unbroken hearts might get lacerated by splinters

That's why I avoid taking risks that are too foolish

I keep afloat, go against the flow & plot a skirmish

 

VERSE TWO

I stay awkward lingering like the strangest small talk

I can bring the type of atmosphere that can have you gasp & choke

So take it how you like I'm not a funny guy & it's not a joke

If I can take an extra mile with her then it's a great walk

At the end of the story I remain the author of my work

Fiery ink, page ablaze with one creative explosive spark

In a getaway vehicle igniting my engine to jump start vocal transmission

I still got love & loyalty combusting high emission

If she glows fire in her heart it fuels my conscious reason

Still tryna make a mosaic puzzle just to fit the broken pieces

If she can tolerate my faults then it's hugs & kisses

I'm good to go if she holds my hand leading me to find new realities

I'm good to walk the extra mile if she has vision for awaking the world

She' d intellectually weaponize & equip the rebel in her revolutionary mind

Maybe I'm daydreaming & if that's the case then it's pretty sad

I've misled myself following a blind guardian impaired

Intoxicated by snake poison that the cold world has been drinking

Suffocated & asphyxiated by what the environment has been smoking

Room spinning I feel twisted from what I've been taking

Can't get enough of what I got like I foster greed & arrogance

It's a cancer routine like a toxic flower with a beautiful fragrance

Draw the fact, paint a different point of view with positive substance

I seek balance to elevate spheres & regulate temperatures

If it's worth the time, blood, sweat & tears

If fees worth the price it won't hurt to pay the fees

If she thinks I'm a crazy prick, a filthy freak & somehow sick

Maybe she'd appreciate if I bought a cactus on her birthday as a gift

Out from the spellbook I make more L's than a nervous rook

I'm a lyric addict, child of the art, cult of the craft.