Growing up

V:1

Am reminiscing

Back in the days when my dick was only meant for pissing

Back in the days when my lips knew nothing bout kissing

The times before maturity had my innocence missing

Uncontrollable transfiguration have got me quizzing

The essence of adolescence and why she hate innocence

The pubescence brought complication life no longer makes sense

Maturity moved in and sent packing juvenescence

My infant side over the years bowed to senescence

Way back when i was young it use to be the candy

Now Peer pressure got my damn lungs filled with brandy

Grass was just a playground today it comes in handy

I heard life's now a bitch and she changed her name to sandy

From cartoons to sex toons

Identity crises got me at war like a motherfucking Platoon

The more a nigga gets older comprehending life's harder

Growing up is a disorder

 

V:2

Recent upsurge in sexual urge been my latest affliction

Fixation on feminine booty ma recent addiction

To love or to lust got me stuck in a mental confliction

Tryna adapt to an era of sex driven conviction

Affinity to femininity by masculinity

Got the Popularity of virginity in rarity

Thanks to maturity hike in gender inequality

And not to mention rise in emotional ingenuity

Way back sweet was just a sugary chemical

Its funny how sweet today is female genital

Ma mind aint straight i need a female janitor

Growing up got me perving and

Searching for notice in places i never kept it

Commitment have got me skeptic

Cause heartbreak hurts like an antiseptic

Neglect it or accept it to each his own

Disregard or condone shit aint change

Growing up still a disorder