These Scara

I got these scars from the past that haunts my dreams

I got thede scars from the last girl who came in my life

I got these scars from broke trust that stains my memories

I got these scars that no one sees I hide them to damn well

No one knows the silence, I've imbraced my pain my way

I say I'm okay but that's what we all say when deep down I really ain't

I got these scars from the past that haunts my dreams

These scars that pierced me deep down inside my heart

I got these scars from the past that haunts my dreams, that's haunts dreams

 

I've tried that dating life tried to search for my wife she's gone not here by my side

I've lied to myself saying im okay when the pain inside grows as I shed these tears

I need a way to escape that pain, my souls yearns for the love we all so need

I've broken my heart too many times not realizing why I can't be fixed

That past sticks to me like glue I'd washed it down with Whiskey and Hennessey

Only alcohol could heal me temporarily to distract me for the times I've been hurt

When girls came i got to close amd had myself burnt

I see pretty faces I can't maintain my sadness is this all that's left of me

I must be a hopless romantic girls are a crazy ride I can't take again

That pain reminds me to much of the past I had to go through

The future is a mystery to me but the past I know to well

It's hard for most to tell the difference between being okay and being alright

I got no insight on being a good friend everyone of them slowly faded away

Why can't I get back those happy memories

I'm sick of having to worry bout the next time I'll be okay

Cause I want to be fine but these thought linger in my mind

I'm just a kind man with a whole in my heart that needs filling

When the tide going to turn for me? When will I get to be happy?

I want share my life with that special someone but I'm left here all alone

These shoes no one else can fill, these scars are what's left of me

Hears to the times we had a good laugh when we told jokes that weren't enough

Being young happy children wishing for the days we got older

But as we grew we also grew apart that the cold truth

But we try to maintain that friendship with a call or text

It's never enough when you can speak up and ask for a hand

This was never my plan to be left alone stuck in place with no luck on my side

 

I got these scars from the past that haunts my dreams

I got thede scars from the last girl who came in my life

I got these scars from broke trust that stains my memories

I got these scars that no one sees I hide them to damn well

No one knows the silence, I've imbraced my pain my way

I say I'm okay but that's what we all say when deep down I really ain't

I got these scars from the past that haunts my dreams

These scars that pierced me deep down inside my heart

I got these scars from the past that haunts my dreams, that's haunts dreams

 

It seems like these grey clouds appear when I've had my share in pain

I've tried to gain some much I lost myself along the way

My minds been tainted by the appearance of women I hoped to help heal me

But I couldn't see past that persona she was an illusion in my eyes

I fell in love with the person she was in my head my delusions got the best of me

I need to break free from this place I been set in by girls who never really loved me

It is what it be they say but they never truly been in my place

I've been in the hot seat it ain't a breeze to be in a dark place

But i know now my worth, I know I get a place somewhere on this earth

As it turns my life revolves around me I see the things thay held me down

So now im coming back in 2024 they gonna see the new me

I'm no longer that guy with a broken past I've leanred from that

Life ain't sweet but hey I got this, I won't give up I still got high hopes

Backs been broke but i still can walk I don't get fazed anymore

When a bitch calls me names I've out grown that old life of mine

You put in a place I had to take my time to escape my own mind

Thinking was causing me to sink to depth I had to hold my breath

This girl drove me crazy literally I been drinking myself to heal

So I'd avoid to feel that same emotion she had me go through

But I learned to accept what can't be changed it changed me

Pain made me different I'm no longer the same man she wants me to be

I don't blame you I blame myself for deluding myself to assume you were the girl I envisioned

I was broken for days going on an alcoholic binge caus the pain the past brang

Was like a sharp pain in my chest a blade stuck out my back my trust was in pieces

I seeked the help I need and got it in the form of my best friend

My ride or die my brother in arms your my homie buddy for life

But these scars I

 

I got these scars from the past that haunts my dreams

I got these scars from the last girl who came in my life

I got these scars from broken trust that stains my memories

I got these scars that no one sees I hide them to damn well

No one knows the silence, I've imbraced my pain my way

I say I'm okay but that's what we all say when deep down I really ain't

I got these scars from the past that haunts my dreams

These scars that pierced me deep down inside my heart

I got these scars from the past that haunts my dreams, that's haunts dreams