My Matthew

- You promised to love me till I could love myself

-I wana be your one and only not 10th or 12th

- Everything was going great

- Thought we came together by faith

- not fake

- Everything at stake

-Thought you were being real

- About the way you feel

-Then you went along with the kidnap

- So i guess then that makes it a rap

- So I'm gonna rap

- About this crap

- That's whats goin on with my heart

- Only wanted to be a part

- We could of made a fresh start

- You said that you loved me and that you'd always be there

- Quite the pair

- Your so fine I gotta stare

- Nothing could compare

- Now you left me all alone and stuck

- Now i'm not giving a fuck

- Press my luck

- Big red truck

- Why'd you have to lie

- Make me cry

- Make me wana die

- Wana say goodbye to this life

- Wanted to be your wife

- Cuts like a knife

- So Im sittin here trying to choose

- Wait or chase your ass, it's a loose loose

- It keeps you amused

- My heart you abused

- Hella wacked shoes

- Hope you don't see me on the evening news

- Cuz Matthew I thought we had the plan

- You were gonna be my man

- buy me nails and a tan

- But you ran

- Back to a bitch who calls the cops

- has you still stuck on the rocks

- wana grab a glock

- knock on the door as the hours fall off the clock

- How can you be with a bitch who has a hundred times put you behind bars

- Won't let you drive one of her three cars

- she's adding to your scars

- as many as the stars

- we were gonna do this get our get right, right

- Fight the Fight

- Keep gametight

- With you I could finally see the light

- But your just like all the rest

- chasing after you makes me feel like a pest

- I guess i didn't pass your test

- second guessed

- But you will see when Im gone

- Lying to me was all so wrong

- I would have loved you oh so long

- Gona get a beat and make this a love song

- Now looking back I was a fool for your love

- Push comes to shove

- Im praying to the lord up above

- Please dear god make Matthew realize

- These tears are real crying from my eyes

- Guess you couldn't cut those Rhonda ties

- Still wana play games come up with alibis

- Guess you'll never know what i said was true

- broke my heart, it's what you do

- I guess the equation is one from two

- Doin the do I would have always loved you