Ambiguous Mask

Singing the blues I’m used to it

Dos and don’ts fill my head cos I won’t

Stupidest cope, maskin alcohol with dope

These folks tryna help me all I seem to do is mope

 

 

Am I big you ask?

It’s an Ambiguous mask

Tasked to ferment a cask

While I’m cradlin a shady past

Nothing to worry about

Drivin in a hurry out this flurry of clout

Combust n engine flames appear

Tamin devils like the end is near

Came back from a long run

Gone awhile for I get back hun

Stack a pack a magazines

Fact is never read a single one

But if the ends begun

Won’t hold back like a tommy gun

Ronny’s come to save the day

Careers change when the sun come up

Fun is what

Happens when you happy to run away from blood

Coverin up mortality

Had to be painted heinous spraying mist of this hysteria

Brush the colors up

Fuckin til my time is up

Came thru pre panicking

Mind confused like what’s the plan again

Standin him

telling me things that keep happening

Narcissistic tendencies

I’m tensed to repeat shenanigans

 

Can it depend

On me hittin rhythms while sinnin

Out my antonyms

Pitchin grins, not any longer

I can’t pretend

 

I feel so bad for how I etched you out my life

I was sorry to have missed you kissed you loved you

Had to sit through all of this time with out your bliss

Cause I can’t stand to miss moves solidifying what this proves

Having no disregard for what I can never do again

(Without a tissue)

Please take me with no friends

It was you and I forever

Devastated how I made things end

 

Trust me, you don’t know how many times that I have been

To the edge on the brink, too many times over my bathroom sink

Take one more moment, sinking as I blink

 

Being afraid, never that I see your face again

Your heart was sown to mine never again will there exist another end

Beginning to wince spinning drifting bends In my brand new Mercedes Benz

Slipping spilling guts cause your loved killed me kindness shows that to be its kind of trend

Repaying you with nothing but devotion

You ask for things but I only see me loving you enjoying them: at nauseum

 

I was there to love you, hold you, keep you from imploding in

Felt you with my whole heart filled with holes I’m caving in

Fuck what the plan was, riches make me powerful again

Whatever gets me to you, sweetest taste of forbidden sin

True love looks like I’m giving in

Not sure just about how much longer I’m in pain before it begins to end

 

 

If you hear my message before I must rescind

 

I’m dying

Unfortunately you’re the only one that can box me in

Lone soldiers lost the troop,

my woman’s only got the right to her chagrin

Been so long, can’t imagine you would ever reconsid-

Er pin of shame I date, your name buzzing through my brain

Now I’m just lame…