Depression

Fingers like ice my ears so cold

bitches don't care bitches don't know

When she aint lokking im fuckin her freinds

when she is looking she giving me head

Finger like ice my ears so cold

bitches don't care bitches dont know

I just don't wanna live anymore

Every time I stand I get my face to the floor

tears on my face a platinum shower

sit here and cry i could go on for hours

In the depths of my soul, where shadows reside,

Lies a pain so profound, it's hard to hide.

The weight of despair, it pulls me down,

Heartbroken and lost, in sadness I drown.

Bipolar got to many moods

I'll wear my scars like battle wounds,

Each one a story of battles I've braved.

A phoenix rising, from ashes to grace.

The mirror reflects eyes that have shed countless tears,

To many to count just like my fears

For sorrow may linger, and sadness may last,

But I won't let my pain define my past.

I'll embrace the struggle, for it makes me strong,

A warrior in darkness, I'll prove them wrong.

In the shadows of my mind, where the darkness starts to creep,

There's a symphony of sorrow, playing melodies so deep.

With every breath, I fight the battles inside,

won't let pain define me, i just gotta try

Lately I feel so alone

Cant talk to friends cause i dont have a phone

feel I'm at an all-time low

I am depressed and it hurts me to know

My ex is happy and I can't seem to cope

Wanna just give up got no hope

anxiety high, my medication is low

I am so stressed and I hate being home

Acting like I'm happy I want to be drunk

I try to stay strong, screaming "I don't give a fuck!"

hide behind the smile it is like a drug

Ask me if im addicted and ill just shrug

Man, don't tell me how to deal

You don't know how I am, you don't know how I feel

my brain is lost my mind not mine

living life but im running out of time

trying hard but life aint nice

i wanna scream yet i look just fine

tryin to stay strong yeah i dont complain

all these emotions turnin me insane

all these feelings im trying to escape

all these strugles im trying to erase

cause im not ok, yeah im not ok