Dear Pain

Dear pain

I felt you numerous times when I fell and and faced those hard times

When I felt like giving up the climb but this is my life no one else's but mine so

Dear pain

I know you so well I can predict the different emotions I will go through

No bottles of booze can make me lose those feelings we know and it just shows

Dear pain

I've grown, I've fell, I've kneeled, I've crashed but I made it through it all

Born to glide over it all, the sting it caused made me strong and now I won't ever fall

 

I can no longer linger in the shallows that used to hold me down from the success that was in front of me

Those locked doors I now hold the keys to and this rough road is now the path I'll drive through

The pain stuck me like a stake through the heart But no matter how bad I felt I never fell apart

I'll be topping them charts been apart of the bad parts of town but now im leading a cleaner and better way of life

You can make it to that's what we've got in common, the struggles and pits that's it you can make it through this

The trust I gave her she broke it and it paved the way for me to grow and change reached my range, but now I know

You can't trust so easily people lie and deceive those with true intentions you made tensions that almost broke me

But not the flames burn hotter that no one else can stoke it out even if you pat it numerously or poke me

Pain ain't no game to flirt with if you wish to cause it I'll make you feel how it is to hurt and put you in your place

You can't race me try you'll swerve and crash, was it worth it to gain the laughs you so fed off of from the pain you use to cause others

I had secret wars in my head that I fought on countless occasions when times got rough that's when I was moving on the double

You tired to prevent my mind from cooperating and thought you'd won the battle but here I am now

Still think you are number one? When I rose I came ablaze and stunned all thsoe who wished to see me fail

Looking at me with faces so pale it's only the beginning pals I have to unveil and pull the curtains

You tried to hinder me from success but I found ways around that now im coming back never losing track

You'll be hurting hoping that I'll have mercy on those who'd doubted me when my name was always in topic of gossip

I've faced the pain with humility and now I've gained more than I could have wished for

The past is a stain but it won't refrain me from succeeding to another place you cannot make it to

Sorry not sorry you made me now it's my time to shine and spit every line as I write my way up top

 

Dear pain

I felt you numerous times when I fell and and faced those hard times

When I felt like giving up the climb but this is my life no one else's but mine so

Dear pain

I know you so well I can predict the different emotions I will go through

No bottles of booze can make me lose those feelings we know and it just shows

Dear pain

I've grown, I've fell, I've kneeled, I've crashed but I made it through it all

Born to glide over it all, the sting it caused made me strong and now I won't ever fall

 

Over the years I lived in self pity that caused me to despise the man in the mirror

With each glimps to that reflection I smashed it to pieces hating my life wishing I could erase those memories

But I'm grateful, they made me who I am and I'd rather be forgiving and humble, than bitter and hateful

I learned from the pain along the way as i grew I yearned for the things I couldn't get but I gained much more than things I could attain

I saw the side of life I've never experienced till I started to realize I can do much more than sit around an wait

Maybe it's fate but this place is my dream I could only have taken if it weren't for the pain the past had me experience

Doubters said I'd never change when the reality is the years go by we grow and are never the same

It's not about being better than your competitors it's humility and positive outcomes

I'm an independent writer with my crew we are brothers in arms we are the boys no else is loyal like us

Except those who relate to the shit we had to go through growing up in a disfunctional household

The pain in me still lingers don't be mistaken by my side that took me years to make peace with

Cause shit, I have moments of letting off and spew my mind till it spills on other that inherit my anger

But it's not worth the trouble, writing helps me maintain my stae of well being

I had hate thrown my way but used it to my advantage when I started figuring out how to act on it

Those are facts you don't how bad my past had to be for me to be this calm to this day

Ignorance is bliss that's the past I do not miss if your thinking I'm still the same your taking a piss

I can turn into an ass quick and use thsoe tricks im my lyrics to turn to mean dude who spits raw music

I use to fear that but I learned that life is not always fair to those who try by soft you won't catch me coughing

I'm tough my emotions are no longer a liability to me I've mastered it completely to be who I am today so now I say

 

Dear pain

I felt you numerous times when I fell and and faced those hard times

When I felt like giving up the climb but this is my life no one else's but mine so

Dear pain

I know you so well I can predict the different emotions I will go through

No bottles of booze can make me lose those feelings we know and it just shows

Dear pain

I've grown, I've fell, I've kneeled, I've crashed but I made it through it all

Born to glide over it all, the sting it caused made me strong and now I won't ever fall