No Turning Back

Time may fly but I'll never change never going back to my old ways even if haters will say I'm still the same

But I ain't cause I had to prepare myself for the growth that is still coming my way this was just the first phase

What's with all this craze, me in the topic of drama but I'm not the one sitting in the hot seat

I already told you that I ain't gonna stick around no more to that nonsense this community of mine goes through

If you could read minds you'd hear my thoughts holler and scream wishing to be silenced

I may look calm on the outside but in me my mind is racing, racing my way out to a place where there's peace

Where I can let go of all this weight that's been placed on my shoulders the idea of quitting just eats at me

Mercilessly till it just shows in my demeanor when my patience slightly lowers and I'm acting meaner

But there's no time for me to lose my composer so I suck up and try even harder to capture my goals

And stare straight ahead at the end of this tunnel running until I finally reach what I'm trying to complete

I've already gotten this far when I started now there's

 

No turning back

To that shit I left behind

Should have known it wasn't permanent I was mean to leave eventually so now there's

No turning back now

I've made up my mind and I know you'll find it damn hard that I chose this but now there's

No turning back

I don't wanna stick to those who only prevent my growth I already took time tk reflect and change I got this far an now there's

No turning back

 

I've gotten close to what I'm going to achieve, this place I'm soon going to leave, I've wasted enough of my time trying to grieve

Wasted my time and effort fighting for a bitch that would rather have me in a box and shake it till it drives me crazy

I tried to focus and place my trust in her but it backfired, caused me to doubt my life but it only kickstarted me

A flame to change my ways and tame this shit playing it in no hurry it's no game

But don't be coming at me if I choose to go for that fame to those that doubted me and cheered against me

That only pushed me to my limits to see me fail and curl up but it didn't work did it?

It was the boost I needed to change my trajectory and now I'm seeing goals to complete

This ain't no race it's just a way im paving on my own with what friends I've got left

These gears have shifted my soul has lifted, im my own hero no else these are dreams imma chase

I know I cannot erase the pain these people gave me but I used it as fuel to ignite this explosion

That made me realize so much than what I knew, if only you were in my shoes how you see this in my eyes

The lies I listened to and the guys who betrayed me had me wishing I could die but I chose a better life

To be someone else not who i use to be, that's when I forgave them all and forgave myself then started my progress and now there's

 

No turning back

To that shit I left behind

Should have known it wasn't permanent I was mean to leave eventually so now there's

No turning back now

I've made up my mind and I know you'll find it damn hard that I chose this but now there's

No turning back

I don't wanna stick to those who only prevent my growth I already took time tk reflect and change I got this far an now there's

No turning back