Freestyle

My thoughts bleed and drip on this paper and turn to my lyrics

I must be tripping cause this life keeps bitting me back like damn

I hate that there are challenges we face on a daily basis just to make that green

Sick of the hands I've been dealt this deck must be fixed with crooks who rigged the system

This place I'm in is like a cyclone of chaos but I guess it's meant to harden me as I go down this road

I've gone alone before so it's no fuss, but it bugs me that these bitches assume I'm weak

When I ain't and try my best to put a smile on my face with dreams I'm starting to chase

Haters voices are echoing away and as they fade I'm just minding my buisness

Doing my own thing hoping the day comes when I gain the money

I think it's quite funny these fools play me for a dummy but I'm no puppet I ain't got strings on me

Tired of the world's problems, the rich get richer while the poor get poorer

Sick of the way things play out when I try make it right it swerves left and yet I still write

If I had one wish, I'd wish for a better way out the slums that have me looking desperate

And at this rate it seems this progress has come to a hault doubt comes back to haunt me but it's nonsense

Snakes are just fake friends who see you as a dependent addict who can give you a fix of self-esteem

I'm just a dude whose name gives pins and needles to those who wish they could do what I can do

Go cold turkey and quit the fucked up shit that almost ended my life till I gained back control

You can troll me but I won't budge spread false rumors I'll just thrive through it all without caving in or fall

I won't fail that's never gonna be an option I put a plan in motion I'm going through with it

And it's nearly complete luxury is but a dream to me but I see it daily so I now im close but not giving up

Imma do me and leave them hoes alone and let them do them cause no else can fill these shoes

At home I'm always on the go writing raps typing lyrics on my phone till the day I can finally make it on my own

If I continue with this shit you better believe imma commit to it till I see my dreams come true

Yes, I feel blue I'm human to so yeah I got emotions I spill on these empty pages and make music

Using it to control my mind and my temper so when I hit a gold mine ill be dropping like crazy

Till my story goes world wide I know it's gone be a wild ride along the path to success

Fuck the press, I got issues I don't release to the public unless its inn lyrical format

I can make more songs along the way and create a wave of memories

Make a road for those who feel as though the world has thrown them to the wolves

I can fend for myself don't need to depend on labels till i get recognized

Organize a plan with the blueprints I got in hand it'll be a crazy time

To write rhymes and start ascending those hills and mountains and continue my climb

I can be a syndicate with devious plans just talk to me man to man

I guarantee if I start an underground rap shelter in my community

I'll be the first to solidify that position cause this place ain't got an underground rap shelter like in 8 Mile

I'll causes a crowd to smile with my sick antics and tricks I use to brew the filthiest shit

I can stomach harsh words cause my minds twisted like a psychotic dude high off his ass on salt and shrooms

Make room for a rude individual who will place his home town on the map

When I rap I'll entrap you like a snare you'll have no choice but to stick around

A-l-A-S-K-A is my home, the last frontier greater than L-A

Artic thugs we born to survive even the coldest of weathers

We are the suppressed white men came and stole our land but that's another topic to be discussed

Right now its about running through with what I've set out ahead of me

I've hurt from backstabbers but them daggers ain't pin me down

As I go forward it gets clearer I'm here for a reason to spit shit till I start to turn this hobby of mine into something even greater

It feels like there are those who wish to see my demise and fall from my throne

You come at me I won't leave you alone I'll fire my shots

Used to be bullied and put down but I'm grown now just a man with an ambitious mind

This fire in my soul is what you can't mimic you try it you'll lose control and crash

I'm man enough to admit when I've been wrong it's no shame in it it's called honesty to me

Cause I've kept my promises but those who were two faced broke theirs

My trust was thrust in a pit I'd give two shits if they have problems against me

They made me, don't get mad when you didn't get to see the things I've seen

Or been to the places I've been

Childhood trauma has only feuled my left hemisphere to have a few loose screws

That's why I say things with facts and hard truths to thsoe who love the lies and deceit in their lives

I'm not finished I still got shit to say to those who read my shit daily snooping in my buisness

In a small community where gossip spreads faster than good news fuck yall I kept my nose clean

I may seem mean but thats just me I use to be nice till certain people took advantage of that and you know the rest

I've put my time in the things I need to invest all that I've got in my lyrics

To be the best version of me as I exhale my shit from my chest