self-immolation
• Written by EdiciuS
coz failure is just another word
to tell people how bad, you fucken were
sitting unalive in the cab of hearse
with a mother fucken crying over a curse
how am i meant to put up when the earth is too much
when the people sitting by just aren't giving a fuck
when my own fucken words turn against me
and my own fucking family never gets me
and my father yo where the fuck is his head
he wouldn't give a fuck if i was sitting dead in my bed
i need room to breath in this tank full of water
every day is curse im getting bored - er and bored - er
and thats what you dont want coz thats when you bleed
and when you bleed is when you falling over you knees
god bless myself i need a fucken chance
i need a way to escape with the devil i dance
hands on my knees mercy to god
praying for Jesus to forgive me lord
but i just take another pill still living distilled
im getting used to drowning, im growing fucken gills
im getting used to failure
im getting used to pills
(narcant)
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EdiciuS
Member since December 7 2023