I Blame Myself

I blame myself for the pain I felt.

I must be insane to think there's a way to help.

I always get in a haze, I melt.

Through the days I'm dealt rain, held down by the weight of guilt.

I remain, why do I always have to explain myself?

Like it's a game of wealth, where I trade my health for an exchange of self.

I must be deranged to think a cage would help.

I always get in a rage, I knelt down to pray, I belt out and say I blame myself!