Fear

This shit is true,

cause i dont lie,

tried my hardest to spread my wings and fly,

but its like i must be afraid of heights,

or maybe fear holds me back and now im blind,

opened my eyes but all i see black,

no matter what i do it only seems whack,

got any suggestions cause im all ears,

fear is the only thing holdin on to my career.

 

I mean, it's real life,

shoulders can only hold so much weight,

and my cabinets support just a few plates,

God where ya at cause i got fears,

i human like the rest of yall

doesnt matter if i get a grammy and the number of plaques on my wall,

cause i can still fall.

Excuse me for just a minute while

I check my willingness to push the limit,

fret so hard on whats left of spirit,

I hear em say my name, but am near it,

im gettin closer and closer but the sound is fadin,

and fear has be being an indecisive patron,

I want all the hype but it always evades me,

is it the fear or is there a reason my soul escapes me?

Left alot of people standin out in the cold,

at the time bein it was what i thought was right,

learned from mistakes maybe fear opens your eyes,

I dont know i could be full of shit,

then again i mighta hit the nail on the head,

i mean theres a reason i cant sleep in my own bed.

Once i find myself, behind the mist that dwells,

i'll be able to strong the swells, and fix my health,

maybe gain the wealth, and excel myself,

behind the fans who yell my name,

fear subsides and no more blaming games.

 

This shit is true,

cause i dont lie,

tried my hardest to spread my wings and fly,

but its like i must be afraid of heights,

or maybe fear holds me back and now im blind,

opened my eyes but i see black,

no matter what i do it seems whack,

got any suggestions im all ears,

fear is the only thing holdin on to my career.