sad life

Sometimes I wish my mom will help me but I’m selfish cause I don’t help with my mom. I’m sorry for my mom I’m depressed. I should help my mom. She is my only one. My dad wasn’t even taking care of us. He just cheated on us he cheated on my mom and I’m always been and I’m so tired of that shit I’m sorry I’m the only one that talking about this. My mama says I’m just a kid but I’m sorry mama Just me I can’t do it I need help it’s too hard I need somebody to help me I’m alone I wanna be alone. My dad been telling me about my mom but I know it’s not true because you’ve been making my mom cry it’s not OK for me anymore so I don’t go to my dad‘s house no more , but I am sorry for this. I really want to apologize to my mother but I’m emoji so they would always say I’m bad my dad been treating like I am such a trash bin. He treats my mom the same way like me. My dad always try to hit me But my mom she is strong. I need help with my mental health somebody help me I’m tired I wanna kill myself but I know it’s not ready. My mom tells me that it’s OK sometimes I say no it’s not. I’m sorry mom but I’m such a stupid EMO I don’t have anybody to love me either, but my mom and my Grandpa I love everyone. It’s sometimes when everybody asked why am EMO I try to be nice but it was my fault. I’m gonna help out now that’s my fault. I’m sorry my mother I’ll how about. I’m sorry. I love you. It’s OK it’s my fault.