Gandalf

 

 

 

uh, Numb too numb

take the pills and put them on my tongue

they sell this life as appealing

well many of us still tryna find out the meaning

girl why you actin as if we dreamin

uh so don't wait for me to slide

trippie,mgk I'm on my sad boy shit

Will smith, Martin Lawrence I'm on my bad boy shit yeh

Imma run up and hit ya bitch hard like depression

few bad thoughts crossed my mind so I gotta keep me a reverend

many ones who was by my side left my life

yeah I try not to question

ain't told her a lie about my mental health

tells me she's not pissed off but girl I can tell by your facial expressions

you fucking hate it I get into my feelings

tryna get a bag but the devil gotta laugh

tryna be wise like Gandalf but keep the stick onside

tryna end my life cause mines it's too fucking sad

 

 

(pause)

 

 

I got no patience even patience is something I run away from

When your pain explodes and your anger gets exposed then

tell me who do you put the blame on?

Empty white walls in my mind like something you could hang a frame on

Minds twisted I'm goin ballistic

Thank god cuz yes I did it,Yes I'm gifted

My brain can turn insane if left unassisted

Out of control like a hurricane

Like drugs my music addictive

Hear the way that I switched it

Depression dunk my head like they do with tea and biscuits

 

 

Think I got the soggy end of this bitter image

God bulit a heaven but I think it would look better with me in it

Hope Imma get there someday never too late

I hope that's my fait to go out that way

Imma die trying to be the great

"God?,yeah can you hear me?"

I'm tryna pave a way

yeah I take that to my grave

Imma die trying to be the great

"God?,yeah can you hear me?"

I'm tryna pave a way

yeah I take that to my grave

 

 

(pause)

 

 

 

uh, Numb too numb

take the pills and put them on my tongue

they sell this life as appealing

well many of us still tryna find out the meaning

girl why you actin as if we dreamin

uh so don't wait for me to slide

trippie,mgk I'm on my sad boy shit

Will smith, Martin Lawrence I'm on my bad boy shit yeh

Imma run up and hit ya bitch hard like depression

few bad thoughts crossed my mind so I gotta keep me a reverend

many ones who was by my side left my life

yeah I try not to question

ain't told her a lie about my mental health

tells me she's not pissed off but girl I can tell by your facial expressions

you fucking hate it I get into my feelings

tryna get a bag but the devil gotta laugh

tryna be wise like Gandalf but keep the stick onside

tryna end my life cause mines it's too fucking sad