Broken pieces
• Written by Smiles42069
You broke my heart
Way to many times
I know I cut
Way to many lines
On my arm
Now there scars
But cuttin won’t ease the pain
I’m slowly deteriorating
And going insane
I’m here all alone by myself
No one really cares
About my mental health
I’m pretty sure
I need help
Yeah
I need help
But I don’t need to be in a mental institution
Don’t need therapy
Because the only solution
Is that I need someone there for me
And I can’t believe
Can’t believe
That every time I say I’m alone
People leave
Why am I
So naïve
To think
That you could actually care
But when I needed you
You where never there
Now I guess I gotta disappear
Succumb to my fears
Been worthless for years
No need for the tears
Even tho my death is near
Don’t got the courage
To keep on goin
All is lost
Times approaching
Cannot heal
Outta focus
Screaming for help
But nobody notice
So I guess it’s time to fade away
I can not live another day
I’m not someone you can save
Go ahead and say your goodbyes
It’s ok
Oh how hard I try
To stay alive
When I got theses thoughts of worthlessness
I’m my mind
And every time
I try to write
I can’t find the rhyme
To make me feel alright
So I sit and cry
Stayin up all night
And as a tear fall’s down from my cheek
My words a mumble
I can barely speak
Hands shakin
Knees Feelin weak
I’ll ask death to have mercy on me
I’m begging for peace
Oh please
Why can’t
You see
It’s not meant
To be
I’m not meant for this earth
So shove me in the dirt
And when I die
(For you)
I hope it hurts
Cause that’s when you’ll realize
My true worth
Cause I’m not for cer-
-Tain
If im worthless
Got no purpose
I’m still hurtin
From these scars
Lay nights
Fallin apart
Oh my heart
It’s in broken pieces
Everyone leavin
I’m beaten
I’m done
And as I say my final goodbye
Holdin the gun
I close my eyes
I pull the trigger
The air leaves my lungs
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Smiles42069
Member since April 9 2024