A Thousand Miles

In the haze of addiction, where shadows reside,

I struggle to find myself, trapped inside.

With every hit, my soul sinks deeper,

Fentanyl's grip grows tighter, the darkness grows bleaker.

Lost in withdrawal, fighting the demons within,

Constantly getting cold sweats, next the chills,

inevitably then that when the pain begins.

Body aching, mind breaking, can't escape the strain,

But I refuse to be swallowed by the poison in my veins.

I'm battling myself, it's a war within my mind,

Every day's a struggle, but I'm not gonna resign.

I'll claw my way out, leave the darkness behind,

Find the strength to break free, redefine my life's design.

 

In the haze, in the shadows, I'm finding my light,

In the struggle, in the pain, I'm learning to fight.

Against the darkness, yeah, fighting against the night,

I'm reclaiming my life, step by step, with all my might.

 

They say chasing the high will lead to my demise,

But I'm chasing the hope beneath these bloodshot eyes.

Fentanyl's allure, it's tempting and it's deceiving,

But I won't let it steal the life I should be living.

I'm tearing down these walls, breaking every chain,

Won't let addiction rule me, I'll conquer the pain.

I'll rise from the ashes, like I'm a phoenix in flight,

Reclaim my life, give my all to bring back the lost light.

I'll face my fears, and yeah I'ma confront my past,

To finally break free from the chains that have me trapped.

I'll find my voice, and then I'll tell my story,

Emerge victorious, and reclaim my glory.

 

In the haze, in the shadows, I'm finding my light,

In the struggle, in the pain, I'm learning to fight.

Against the darkness, yeah, fighting against the night,

I'm reclaiming my life, step by step, with all my might.

 

In the mirror, somethings changed, who's this guy?

I see a stranger's face, a life I don't recognize,

But I'm determined to make things right, fix this web of lies.

The battle is fierce, the stakes are high, I'm fighting for my soul,

refusing to die, leaving the past behind, heads to the sky,

as I realize that I'm blessed to still be alive, now,

I find solace in the fact that I house Jesus Christ inside,

who was crucified to pay the price so we wouldn't have to die,

This is why I'm putting my soul right inside of Gods hands,

To show I'm grateful for his sacrifice his will is my command

Now I stand tall, unbroken, and my spirits unbent,

A testament to resilience, a monument to repent.

I'm rising above the darkness, finding the light within,

A warrior who has been reborn, victorious over sin.

 

In the haze, in the shadows, I'm finding my light,

In the struggle, in the pain, I'm learning to fight.

Against the darkness, yeah, fighting against the night,

I'm reclaiming my life, step by step, with all my might.

 

The road to recovery, is a journey of a thousand miles,

But I'm walking, I'm running, with newfound resilience and smiles.