My Life

[Verse One]

All these emotions,

are flowing in my head,

am I better off dead,

or just laying in bed,

No ones ever said,

That it would be this hard,

to even live,

I didn't sign up for this,

I didn't expect to be so sick

I honestly, don't wanna talk to nobody,

I'm a nobody,

and nobody,

understands how a nobody feels cuz they got no body,

every part of this song is hard to write,

Just me and my life,

staring at each other,

like we used to be brothers,

but now we just fight with one another,

but what I uncovered

is enough to make me never recover

Music is my only lover,

but it throws me in the gutter,

I shutter and stutter,

Cuz depressions got me down,

pushing me in the ground,

look what I found,

Its a heart,

fragile and weak,

locked in a cage,

cuz its mine to keep

 

[Verse Two]

My mind is consumed by sadness,

so depressed don't know how it happens,

So I lay on my matress,

how am I suppose to get past this,

Or will I at all,

will I watch myself fall,

to the ground,

my knees are weak and my legs are shaking,

I feel sick and my mind is aching,

They don't know me so they say I'm faking,

They don't know what its like to have a lump of depression in the back of your brain

I'm going insane,

But i'm trying to maintain,

everything I've worked so hard to gain,

It may not be fame,

just the love and respect in my veins,

Cuz i'm losing my mind and theres nothing I can do about it,

All I can do is stick through and fight it,

something I get excited,

thinking that I might make it through this,

And other times I just feel like jumping off a cliff