Waves Ft.LoTus
• Written by SAMTheRapper
[Verse One - S.A.M]
I'm drifting away from society,
Theres a monster inside of me,
Everyone's always telling me what I can and cant be,
I just wanna be a true MC,
Nobody really knows who I am,
All I am is the shell of a man,
No more Silas just S.A.M,
I do what I need and I do what I can,
Despite the fact that I can rip a mic,
Everyone always judges my life,
No matter the pain or strife,
There words are sharp like a knife,
There cutting me and slicing and chopping me,
It feels like A thousand tons sitting on top of me,
I feel like I'm floating away from everythin I know and everything I'll be,
I just want a few to understand see the things that I see,
thoughts are the door and my rhymes are the key,
Now I'm going on and on about my fantasies,
Talking about things that'l never ever happen to me,
while in all actuality I'm sitting here depressed,
heart in my chest,
Going through a test,
Feeling hella stressed,
Head in my hands trying my best,
To feel blessed I'm not a masochist,
I just feel like I'm...
[Verse Two - LoTus]
The waves wave goodbye
The world is on my shoulders but I can't cry
Sometimes I feel like I might die
I'm in the air but I can't fly
I get in the studio and can't record because these raps aren't even from my own accord
Maybe I should quit this game because you don't like the LoTus persona anyway
But LoTus is me, so if you can't see him, you can't feel me
Do you feel me?
You say I rip the mic, despite feeling this way all my life, you call me a lie
I get bashed, smashed, sooner or later my life shall crash
I'm grabbing my hair and tearing it out, all you rats better shut your mouths
Fuck it, Imma do me, be whatever the fuck I wanna be
You can't see the beauty in me
Don't need this stress, say whatever I say even if I take 2 to the chest
Time to put my soul to rest, Diss me and I'll blast your set
Trying to life with no regrets
But my hearts bursts from the front of my chest
Trying to rap but I got nothing left
Sorry mom, but I don't feel blessed to be alive
Too many emotions that I seem to keep inside
Blew the lyrics straight out the side
Fled into the night, running for my life, seclude myself until I learn to rhyme
But now it's time
LoTus shall rise
Imma do this even if I get arrested or die
April 9th, 3:16pm
The waves wave goodbye
The world is on my shoulders but I can't cry
Sometimes I feel like I might die
I'm in the air but I can't fly
I get in the studio and can't record because these raps aren't even from my own accord
Maybe I should quit this game because you don't like the LoTus persona anyway
But LoTus is me, so if you can't see him, you can't feel me
I feel like there’s so many rappers you'll probably never notice me
Never notice the shift in the game when I shifting my game
Which is the main reason rappers got on and it rose envy
Now you know why my soul's empty
Do you feel me?
Who is this? Is this Tim or is this LoTus
Walking on the rim, walking on the edge
Jumping off the ledge, falling the my death, skull depressed
Is LoTus alive? Is Tim dead? Will I take a bullet to the side of the head
This is what I think about when I can't go to bed
Fled into the night, running for my life
But now I don't give a fuck what motha fucka said
Pop him in the mouth till it eases in my head
With a speaker to reveal I was there, you ain't killing capital T cause he's already dead
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SAMTheRapper
Member since March 17 2015