Mistake

I make mistakes like no other,

Life feels like its getting a lot rougher,

I need to start getting tougher,

Well my brain is what causes this lame trouble,

My evil doubles and I start saying vicious mumbles,

One day im fine, the next day I go behind and back stab my friends,

The only thing I do right is wright with a pen,

My life is a whole tragedy, feels like I am chained to the earth by gravity,

Man I'm gaining insanity that's why my name is sanity,

The mind I have is mentality is mostly revolved around negativity,

This pain hurts like a cavity, I am losing a personality,

My angel Megan has been shaken by my mistakes that have mistaken

image, I feel like savage, by all this damage I have produced,

I'm doomed so hang me with a noose, I have been a criminal by having

my friends misused, I am getting to the end of my terror,

There has been to many errors, I get shivers down my spine when I look

in mirrors, There are whispers in my head, They said to me your dead,

I regret everything, texting the wrong people when they are in a relationship,

but at the same time i am to with a girl i love dearly, I am severely clearly

only lonely, I am just a dumb phony, I wish I could clear my name because

I just hang my head in shame, I am insane surrounded by pain that is in

my veins that go to my brain, If just knew how to control myself from the

devilish thoughts, I wouldn't be fought, I'm just a mystery, rolling in misery,

When I dated my girl I stopped her from self harm, she use to cut her arm,

I want to be her charm, I have been scarred, carved out my soul out, hurt

so bad made me want to shout, help help and no one heard my call

and they never answered, My heart was shattered until Megan, but the

things I have done I have probably fractured her's, So I'm writing a verse

that I was a curse ever since birth, to all the one's I have hurt, just even by

the simplest flirt, I should have just remained in the dirt, I love you Megan

with all my heart, ever since the start, just I am not smart, So forgive me

for it all, this is my fall, and to all my friends overall, It was all my fault,

But I am making sure this comes to a halt, I am sorry everyone for my

mistakes, I am about to break, because everything is at stake, My girl

my friends and my sanity, so please forgive me if there is a possibility.