Missing

now look

i know you have been wronged

for so long

trying to be strong but

you have longed

to be gone

for so long ive been standing here staring down the barrel of a long life

with a long knife in an empty palm and despite

attempt after attempt you still bite

your tongue as away you have been sent

but in the end your not content

still in a room with shadows of distorted pictures

with empty bottles of assorted pills and of liquors

its quicker then downing the truth like your an ass kisser

and that small spot

with a large knot

you give em all you got but

there's still a spot

for the one whose missing

now look i know all the dark things you must be wishing

and hell you might be pissed an

i know what its like to hold a knife

to the throat of a life thats dishing

for the one whose missing

on more than just a game or my tuition

try my graduation, wedding, or your grandaughters first kiss ann

she's wishin her grandaddy was there

we all know he dont care

but it aint fair

i know my mom will always be there

and this i condone

The same mom who raised all 4 of her kids alone

she made our house a safe home

not far from her i will roam

Because of her i can say

I got from where I was

to where I am still standing today

And to behonest

shes honestly the only reason I stay

She's the only one who told me that they loved me everyday

you said it to?

yes its true but

it dont mean shit from you

because

You only said it when you where diein

I was crying

your liein

these years are empty

and the tears don't fill the cracks that you left me

Yeah I'm pretty fucked up but at least I admit it

I don't just hit it and quit it and only come

Back just as I bit it

thats how you did it

but shit it

hurt more than

i will it

when will it be all over

 

just make it end..

 

 

Chorus (x2)

these times are getting hard

living alone is so much harder

i feel like i aint even getting any smarter

these times are so lost, they leave you wishin

but quit yo bitchen

this song is for the one whos missin