Admitting (Ft. Neo-Arno)

Won't break, can't shake

This fate, rewrite

Deep breaths, tight chest

Life, death, rewind

Won't (won't) break (won't), can't (can't) shake (shake)

This (this) fate (fate), rewrite

Deep (deep) breaths (breaths), tight (tight) chest (chest)

Life (life), death (death)

 

& my bitch pussy fire gotta extinguish shit, lebron james & shit

Until your submissive, submitted to the village where you'll be afflicted,

What i envisioned is vivid, but still you insisted that i don't need to be committed,

It ain't my place to say and i hear all that, and your life is ass but you can't confess that statement is legitimate

Dear momma don't cry, your baby boy's doin good

They say i walk around like i got a s on my chest,

pretty and self-confident, in a pretty little ho's nest/

When they hear me rocking the groove, her mom died, heroin overdose stuffed in her wrist,

you know i stick to the script, that don't mean you gotta stop dancing,

i'm honest, it's urgent, i've been lagging., she leave her hair in the sink

I'm ready to hit 'em with this gift, I am only a man and i don't know what to think

But she gon’ get this dick and chew me up just like some double mint

made some mistakes, energy took, deep breath, so many people irritates

a quick update, im anxiety, embarrassment, envy, ennui, new emotions taking over, address this intellectually

maybe you feel less joy when you grow up,

where's disgust, fear, anger, is it time to turn the page to a new chapter

You the party baby i'm just the guest list, but i might not get there, come on let's be honest

i need all the help i can receive, past the eye can perceive,

need it in the air, where the fuck is obamacare

 

welcome into this positive space, listen in, mouths closed,

phones off, greatness will take place

the show kinda sucks, 18 views just aren't enough,

people just arent tuned in, and my life is kinda rough

i tried therapy once before, got dismissive and denied,

didn't realize the keep to feeling better was hidden inside

a year went by and i didn't write shit, it got piled on and piled on,

seemed more intimidated, just proves how much i'm dedicated

went to new york, pennsylvania, had the worst time,

wanted to kill myself smoking on marijuana

my daddy passed away, broke my world, crashed into pieces,

meaning and purpose became miscellaneous

fatter and fatter, calories began to build, healthy goals disappeared,

water became soda, walking is my new domain

love on hold, didn't give a crap about nobody,

lyricism became criticism and racism, a lost treasure found in a chasm

never had the opportunity to say, without the judgement,

let the walls down, cut the front, lets discuss redevelopment

 

why the fuck do i gotta keep defending myself, my feelings arent valid,

blue check verified instagram, guess i'm overqualified

wrote in my journal talking about my life, tape over my mouth,

society's a battleground, feel harder than a pregnant women seeing her ultrasound

approach me like an adult, equivalent, magnificent, passionate, never irrelevant

You wondering why she ain't fucking, we winning, nigga you lose

So they can further their own interests, but i'm speaking the truth, yeah, look here i pay dues

Ain't none of my niggas crip, and we giving niggas the blues

Speaking of need, i need to go spark up the green, where i'm from, if you ever seen what i seen

to the children i just hope that they all listening,

Wow, umm, so tyler if you had the chance to tell him something

The struggle for the rhyme is real realistically speaking rhymes can kill.

The best english speaking people all around the continent

Hopefully my dick don't shrivel up, when it's time to bust

need me a cup of sabrina carpenter, hot one of success and espresso, chilling on my coach playing nintendo

eminem, for my next trick, catch me or i go houdini,

damn you stole dua lipa's song, cant we all get along

why write admitting, am i quitting, accepting defeat, making a new album, no nigga call me obsolete

made a fundraiser, barely anyone donated, emptier than a goodwill, or covid in jacksonville

anxious energy in a crowded room, i didn't go to prom, i'd be better off on a marathon in vietnam

my angel is with god, i worship him daily, i wonder sometimes wheres my blessing,

have doubts, is it worth living or should i be contained in a slaughterhouse

i got accepted to 15 schools, i gotta decide, let the faith ride,

how will i make a choice, need viewpoints not bitcoins

the truth behind why no rap battles, i hate fighting,

never touched a soul for hateful purposes, consistently embracing forgiveness

i push, pray until something happens, i regret my life decisions,

middle finger to my family, cursed to no end, slammed door, ran away, tears cried, all positivity devoured

i don't personally give a flying fuck if you read this or not,

it's time for me to open my heart to those that deserve it,

keep your comments to yourself you ungrateful little shits

im crushing it as a human being, meghan trainor gives me reaffirms, gonna put my profile up on linkedin

wanna thank me, not you nigga, what the fuck did you do,

i'm the one getting help, take my advice instead of spitting in my face

 

day 2, went back and spoke my mind again,

this time brought my friend, neo-arno, water down the dynamo

im full of pridefulness, challenges, can't take feedback,

snobby attitude, think i'm better than everyone, i dont know shit

did i mention, i was rude to the ones i love,

the consequences i deserve, rejection is ridiculous

making predictions about the grammys,

ariana needs to win, taylor makes my skin crawl, give someone else the ball

reading the article, how to delete your account,

i've thought about it, went to my hiding place, plus, paramount

i thought about quitting my podcast too, no one watches anymore,

talking with someone, they said decide if it's good for you

discontinue, my hobbies lost value, got a little horny too, will i find love,

remain anonymous, descendants 4 movie give or take, need a break

came back from utter disappointment, the world is disgusting,

it's truly me vs the world, guys treat people wrong, is it regular to fuck a girl

felt bad for not checking my messages, went back and my guy wanted to collab again,

how could i say no, this was the happiest i felt, i felt unprepared to comprehend this recommend

 

Musi said "Go crazy" but I already been

As if daily I commit a hundred deadly sins

Judgement creeps as if I reached the abundant pressure brink

Don't give a fuck about the future, man I barely think

When they speak of my abilities, people treat me with humility

And I use that to excuse my lack of accountability

I feel the Lord aint feeling me, none of the food aint filling me

Cuz the void in my soul's beyond what is physically

Milking situations, fighting for the last drop

I can't pick a single chick cuz I treat 'em like a sex shop

Where will be my next stop, packing in my bread box

Sit up on the chair, crack a few neck pops

Scribblin' a verse and deliver it with thirst

I'm tryna be a lyricist at the same time I wanna curse

Get me out that bubble, man I wanna bust

I keep with misery in touch my bitch aint givin' me the love

Still I'll never go POP, I'll die a helpless, old, fart

With nobody to talk to, locked inside a telephone box

Not even a robot - man fuck the AI

Bitch you killed my drive, so nooow i DUI

In the darkness of shame I find the light of forgiveness

Got no targets to blame when outside of my limits

I'm prone to the greatness if the beams align

I learned to own my mistakes so I don't need 2 hide