Close My Eyes
• Written by HazeZ
Wow, I can actually feel the pain reach my heart
From my brain
I want to reset and restart
Before you decide we should part
I'm sorry I ever gave you my heart
I just wasn't sure if you wanted it or not
I'll close my eyes
Just for a while
To forget your eyes and your smile
While I'd drowning in the tidal
Wishin I was dead
Cause I've tried everything and
I still can't escape whats in my head
I wrote on a paper "I miss you"
Then I ripped it to shreds
Kinda like how you left my heart
After you ripped it out of my chest
Then you wished me the best
And all the rest
Well it came in a swarm
Like a nest
Of wasp attacking me
Isn't that exciting see
I'm not fighting it anymore
Don't come knocking on my door
When you decide
I really wasn't a waste of your time
And I'll sit in my room
And listen to my tunes
As I drown out thoughts about you
I'll close my eyes
And try not to think of you
*Chorus*
We'll eventually see each other again one day
You'll laugh and ask if I'm okay
And I'll lie and say
Yeah I'm fine
When really I just wish you were still mine
But in my mind
Is where you'll find
What I've done that's out shined
The baddest things about me
Its sad to say you don't want me
Called me trailer trash
And now those words haunt me
I'm so fucking lonely
My insides are dying slowly
I just need some time
Some help
Someone show me
Which road I should take
Or tell me if she really was a mistake
And my mom was right
And our love was nothing but gone in the night
Cause you wouldn't even put up a fight
Damn I think I've lost track
I've lost sight
All in spite
Now I'm seeing a white light
Am I dying?
No I can't doe
And I won't not until
I see her again
I gave her my all
Now shes just gone
And I gave it my all
Just to watch us fall.
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HazeZ
Member since April 17 2015