Beseech Me

Saw on my face like a pantamime, aint a way I could tell a lie.

When I told them that I was dumb at that time.

lost two friends, added it to my lullaby.

trying to sooth my soul; but that shit does not nullify.

Now is a good time for me to try an classify, nothing in the begging

could not come to justify, cut y'all I was just horrified.

 

I was a whore inside, at that time on my mind was just suicide.

And I could not take yall with me, know' in yall would fuckin miss me.

I was up, I was in misery, Ashley an Lilly

if yall could reach out and please just fuckin hear me.

Cause now I'm seeing clearly, I love yall and miss yall both so fuckin dearly.

Cold blooded the way I cut so deeply, like yall where really beneath me.

Now days, that shit it just fuckin eats me;

How I did it oh so cheaply shit was sheeply.

An in the end it funded my demons,

trust-funded from the pain and my tweakin.

Did not know what I was, or what I was thinking, my mind steady sinking.

my raft rocks all night so no sleeping.

In those times im steady thinking, bout those times on the weekend.

Only-fan's of me, are my demons;

Brandy sending me feet pics and Marry Jane saying that I can not leave yet.

Now were climbing up some steep steps,

these heights that I ain't even reached yet;

at the top said to be my mind, so I'm about to see reps.

cause for yall I would even cheat death,

and I dont want this to be the last breath.

cause to me without yall there is no conquest.