Gold Experience

I'm the biggest hypocrite of 2015

Expected to be what society sees

Called a freak and hated if that ain't me

Remember I'm Asian American

I'm Asian

Coming from the way return and enter the land of the Dragon the kid that seems to be passin his classes with thick rim glasses blind to every ass

But his grades are in trashes

Parents breathing down his neck

Hoping that when he grows up he'll get a decent check

 

My worth is measured by letters but after that will my life get better I mean I am supposed to stay in school

Fuck being happy

Fuck meeting a girl

That kid got buck teeth slanted eyes

Packing a gun of a small size

He's weird talks to himself but it's fine he quiet

Fuck that im on edge walking on a fine ledge running my wrist on the samurai

Blade thinking can't wait to be flayed that way my suffering will be on display

But no it's not a warning

It's not a cautionary tale

About a kid leaving behind a trail of blood emotionally crippled being a ripple effect it's a certain select view

 

He was crazy from the beginning he should've been sent rejection

He's the exception

Besides not all Asians aren't like that at all

That's true but when the exceptions arrive our words are deprived the whole existence treated like a lie

 

So still to you I'm the 4.3 gpa piano playing protege telling me to reach gold when silver is all I ever see

A in academia f in society the model minority thats a model for all minorities to follow so we can spit outthe truth and swallow your lies so blacks continue to die so Latinos don't want to try and so Asian will still hide

 

Hell no I'm Asian

Asian American yeah I'm Filipino man

The pearl jam that's been hidden and abandoned

Trapped in a Shell put in a hell looking like

Heaven decadence this is the gold experience